I know I can’t be a k-pop idol. My first dream is dance cause of that I want to be k-pop idol but I don’t think so I can after my breakup I lost all my glow up I forgot how to look stylish and special and I became more clumsy and fool. Also most important thing I’m unlucky and don’t have any talent. I don’t deserve to be a idol. That’s why I’m giving up now. I’m getting old too I’m goona be 23 in next year and it’s very late to me.i know if somehow I got selected still I will be not able to make it cause I’m too old for being trainee or get debut. Now I don’t wanna be k-pop idol and anything else. I’m okay to be a normal person and I want to recognise but now I think living Normal life is better. I give up for those unrealistic dreams