I’m learning that everyone at some point in there life makes a big mistake,maybe even more than one. After I did what I did I thought my life was over I honestly thought about killing myself for a minute. I think it’s human to have feelings like that in a moment of fear,pain and suffering. It should never be the way anyone has to deal with something in life they think they can’t get out of. I’ll say the first couple of days after my mistake were super hard for me. I had no emotional feelings left in me, all I could do was think about what I did over and over. But today after a week of unpacking everything mentally and writing things out I feel so much better. It really is time that one needs to heal and move on. Time and the understanding that we as human will always do things we shouldn’t as long we learn from it and can move on and keeping trying to live that’s 100% the human experience of life.