Yesterday I masturbated while streaming s** scenes and p*** on my computer. I even edited and made s** videos to try to boost my arousal and make it last longer. I have come to a conclusion that I should return to m*********** only once a month from now on in order to not only keep myself in check but to make sure that I do not get any ideas at temptation when going out on my blind dates or when I am around my lady friend. This is strictly a health check and to make sure I am not holding back my urges, and I hope in time I will be able to better master my domain.