I feel so disgusting because I’m chubbier than everyone who comes with me at the gym. I have muscle, I know it, but it’s hidden beneath a thin layer of fat. Ive tried calorie counting and eat quite healthy but i cant stick to it. Im not big but everytime I look down and see my fupa it f****** depresses me. I just want to be lean like the other girls. I f****** hate myself for enjoying food, i hate the way i look.
