As a sane stable successful gay male, but also one that does not like being vulnerable enough to be comfortable in very long term live together relationships, and since i do not flame it or deny it, of course I tend to attract curious married men who want to dl it or at least try it. Sometimes they want a trustworthy go to to fill a void with a wife or gf. But there is this one guy i have been or was at least simply friends with for years, who ended up married to a mutual fenale friend who years ago had been one of my few exolorations and relatkoonships with women. And since she had been very promiscuous behind my back while I was dumb enough to believe she loved me, of course she is a big reason I avoid women. The three of us have been in same social circles for some time, with them as a couple. He dropped hints but qas a coward about it. Shows up at my door one night snd just looks at me wirhout being able to say it so i let him experience what he wanted to and figured it was a one off. Until he avoided ne for months then showed up again rinse repeat. We ended up talking about it and I am guilty of being his side piece a few times a month. Like most married guys need to preserve their sanity i end up face down on my stomach while they mount my a** but i am actually rather fond of being able to simply enjoy it just fine. But recently he was slow grinding struggling to not c** and i realized and heard he was not dripping sweat on my shoulders he was fighting tears. I got him to try to talk but he slid off and had a minor meltdown. The only thing I could get out of him was that it was all so confusing to him. I cupped his balls and base of his clearly unconfused c*** and told him he did not seem that confused. Slow stroked him for a few moments and selfishly got his attention back. Told him to lay on his back and just enjoy. His eyes got wide when I straddled him and sank onto his c***. Leaned forward with hands on his chest and told him to put his hands on my hips and look me in the eyes and f*** me like he wished he could f*** her. That was all it took. He was back a few days later and no confusion this time and he was for the first time quite vocal and interactive as he chose missionary and told me how good it was. He was looking me dead in the eye and calling me baby as I begged him to c** in me.
