Totally deluded myself. He told me I was kidding myself and he was right. I had sucked c**** before but had never let a man take my a** despite the insatiable curiosity. The self curiosity about not using a toy but to know what the real thing was like. It took forever but found what I felt I needed, an older man who would take the time to make it good for me. We talked extensively. Met a number of times. Even a couple of dates. He had me send him face pic and general description but no nudes were exchanged. It was all about his demeanor sincerity and confidence. No playing around at all beforehand. He warned me it would change me. Wanted me braced for what to expect. When I felt I was ready he told me about how I would perceive pivotal moments. He promised me he would give me that “even if only once” experience be it the details of position or being made love to or being used. He told me that the only way to accomplish the full experience would be to devote a weekend to it, not just a few hours or an overnite. And he insisted it be at his home. That what I sought was surrender not physical curiosity. He was so f****** seductive. Told me he was shocked I was still a bottom virgin because soon after meeting he said any man worth lying down with would sense what is inside me. He warned me in advance that there would be critical moments and he was right. And he made sure to let me experience them in the moment. He said that the only way he would accept my yielding would be in the appropriate position. When the time came I undressed and was naked in his bed. He played my body like an instrument, every inch of my body aflame. It was scary but also so effortless to yield to him. I could gp on for pages about how beautiful his body was when he had me undress him. No using my mouth yet he said, this was about something greater. He allowed me to feel the heat of his hardness, to cup the weight of his testicles. Told me to acknowledge that the time had come. And as if out of body I turned and put my head down and he knelt behind me. My body jumped when I felt his hot hard flesh rest between my cheeks. He gave me that last chance to change my mind and I only said “please”, making him chuckle. The first moment I felt the pressure of him trying to enter he was right. My head panicked and I tried to pull away but he held my hips. I felt my body start to stretch as the head spread me open and he was right, my head was screaming at me, what was I doing. He had me ready, but still my head screamed out my god there is a c*** entering my a**. Just slow relentless pressure and stretching and then gasping with shock when my body opened fully to take the head. Instant relief from the worst of the pressure but still my body quivered and futilely tried to clench back shut around the enormity of his thickness barely in me. He let me catch my breath then slowly sank in. It was smooth and flawless and the feeling of such impossible fullness seemed endless until I felt his hips against my cheeks and distantly realized his testicles were pressing against mine. He told me to slowly lay down on my stomach while he kept the full penetration and i was whimpering and feeling my body weakly try to reject him. He slowly rested his weight on me. He peridoically flexed to make his c*** twitch inside me. I would moan and jump and he would tell me he could feel my insides fluttering around him. He slowly ground hips against my a** forever and I was in a mindless existence. Then in my ear, his breath on my neck…was I ready? I whimpered and nodded and the storm broke
Slow gentle thrusts that gradually quickened and became longer and stronger and I was where he said I would be. The mindless helpless shock to my system of a man f****** me in the a**. It was undescribable and endless. I lost all track of time and self just endless blissful sensation. I could hear his ragged breathing and feel his perspiration as he pleasured himself in my open helpless hole but he managed to warn me again…is this what I wanted. And it burst out of my mouth, god yes please c** in me….a few final thrusts then he managed even deeper and was growling on my back as I felt him jerk and buck his body on mine, and god help me zi felt every burst as he seeded me deeply, felt the heat of it in me. And he was right again, the mental shock and awareness that a man had just emptied his c** inside me.
