I feel terrible. There is this girl I’ve been talking to from Away and I really like her but I’ve been flirting it up with a lot of other girls…I’m “dating” the girl from Away but I’m just not happy with no physical contact…On top of things, I don’t really like this girl I’ve been flirting with, she just makes me feel nice and is somebody I know I can hold no matter what. I know I can treat her like s*** and I’ll always have her to go back to and I treat her like s*** all the time. Its never anything really mean, I’m just a snide douche bag to her, even when she’s being sweet to me. I honestly hate myself right now…