By all rights i should have ended up a pathetic incel. Plain looks tiny d*** and s******* frustrated because being a decent human being and having plenty of money does not guarantee s** when you are homely and under endowed. Oddly I have my mostly lesbian sister to thank for avoiding an incel fate. Parents threw her out for being promiscuous when she was 18 and i was 16. She snagged a sugar daddy that set her up. With her looks and s** drive it was easy for her. He does not care about her being with girls as long as he gets his piece when he wants it. He does not care if I visit her she even gave me a key. One day when I was just shy of 18 i dropped by unannounced and when I found her she had some girl face down in her in the bedroom and i just stood there watching. Sister smiled when she saw me and just kept enjoying being eaten out. I left quietly. Sister finally broke the weeks of silence by bringing it up. Told me that she knew a girl that would take my virginity if I would be ok with it being a 3some. I was too nervous to take her up on it. On a visit a week later she hands me a worn pair of p****** from one of her recent girls and says she saved them for me. So she started claiming the p****** of every girl she was with and gave them to me and i got hooked on jerking off with them. But she upped the ante by telling me eventually that she would cut me off the p**** supply unless I did it in front of her. I was pathetic and frustrated enough to agree. I felt so ashamed after but she finally got me past it by saying she wanted to help me however she could. So it became a regular thing whenever she collected a new pair for me. Even talked me into doing it whole tasting and smelling the p****** as I did it in front of her. Been going on for 3 years now.