I am a 15 year old male, and I feel very strongly that I am homosexual. Where I live, Christianity is very prevalent, especially in my own family. I have gotten various opinions from my family about their views on gays, and they all literally despise them. A few even said they wouldn’t let anyone who was gay, even family, inside their house. I also am a Christian; it was how I was raised. Because of this, I can’t shake the feeling that what I am is wrong, and that I’m going to hell. I’ve tried to change this view and become agnostic or maybe just a more tolerant Christian, but I still can’t shake this feeling. My school feels the same about gays, and openly disparages them. To make matters worse, I turned to omegle for help/advice, and got weaseled into Sexting due to my low self esteem. I completely hate everything I am. I want to commit suicide, but I’m too much of a coward to do so. I don’t really know how to make anything better, this is mainly a rant, but any advice is appreciated. I just want it all to end.