Ok this is extremely weird and…disgusting to talk about but i just need to get this off my chest *sigh* tw:i*****(? Kinda)
When me and my sister were children im talking like when i was 4-8 (she’s 2 years older than me) we used to like touch each other…well her more than me. She used to start it always and me being a literal child (her too) i didnt know that this is wrong. We used to like kiss and stuff yk what i mean. We grew up now im 14 and she’s 16, i feel extremely uncomfortable whenever i have any physical contact with her and i dont think i can ever be normal with her after our childhood and how disgusting/uncomfortable it is. Sometimes i think i was kinda SAed but like she was a child too she didnt know any better. Thank you for reading this <3 i hope i can overcome this or just forget about it…
