I masturbated used mind projection was selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient angry faithless decietful I lied passed judgement against others I complained had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others I was disrespectful immature irresponsible insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving unprofessional afraid anxious worried paranoid argumentative defensive I used profanity and I was self rightous and I had violent thoughts I was lazy stubborn and I had a martyr like attitude