I really want to find a website where I confess what I felt right now ( September 28 2021), and I found this amazing website haha…. so here we go… I want to be a doctor… I really want to be one… not only to escape the reality that we don’t have that much money but to go to places where other people really needs help… but when I talk about being a doctor my father wants me to work for some several years before going to medical school because I’m the first born and I have to help my sister to graduate too… I don’t want to skip going to med school, I want a continuous study, and that’s what I’ve said to him, my mother is chill and I really felt her sincerity towards me but I also felt my father’s reaction… he even only liked my messages where I’ve showed him the scholarship grant that the government can give to the future doctors… I really don’t want to skip because I want to join army too… and as a woman I want to show to all the people what I’m capable of… That’s all of my confession… It really gives burden to my heart even tho I’m just 17 years old…but I guess age doesn’t matter when you have a dreams to reach 🙂