I’m such a f****** idiot. ๐ฉ
Why does my heart crave a man that will never want me? ๐
Why do I love him so deeply when he repeatedly goes days or weeks without caring about me? ๐ง
If he called me today and said he wants to be with me, I’d drop everything and run. Why? ๐คจ
Why is it that when I picture my future it is always with him? He is someone else’s husband!!! ๐ฅบ
What is wrong with me? ๐ญ
Why is it that I’m laying in bed right now wanting to text him but I am not sure he even wants to hear from me. ๐
I’m so confused. ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ
