Because I’m effectively a virgin and you were the last girl I wanted to f*** who rejected me, your n***** will never not be fetishised to me. Random n***** is far too tame to get my d*** hard. If I browse a bunch of random sluts’ n*** selfies, it probably wouldn’t do much for me. You on the other hand? Easy b**** for just some pokie n******. It’s that personal connection, ya know? If you have a problem with that, that’s not my problem.