25 plus AND with some sort of direction, a job at least as good as mine, a straight job or even better a career, can carry herself, on a path and on her way. That’s attractive. Even better no tattooed, and earth tones hair, but more importantly, she likes me. Hell she might even like me so much and show it, she has me going from thinking she is too young for me, to fallng for her.
Definitely not a quiet librarian though. I’m cool. Naturally. If you think I’m quiet, you definitely don’t know me over the last 25 years. That’s for sure. Being a quiet librarian get a person walked on. People who really know me, they know I speak my mind and you better f****** believe it. That’s underneath, I mean business when you get right down to it BUT that doesn’t mean I’m uptight.
For example, say my boss give me a raise. Say he pulls me aside and says “look… You are my best f****** guy, I know rates have gone and up, I want you here, next cheque I’m giving you a $3 raise. I say well thank you, I appreciate that…. That will keep me here… Thank you.
I get my cheque and it’s $2.50 raise. I am gonna go in there, do my work like normal, bothered, with the intent of bringing it up at the opportune time. My boss, who doesn’t do the finance of it all, is walking around looking at what I’m up against, makes him happy, it’s a lot and he is commenting to me “wow, that’s big… Look at that today is busy..” see I will stop right there and say to him dead serious, looking him in the eye “do you remember our agreement? Is that what it was? +$3? Yeah? Well, why is it at $2.50?
He will stop, turn on a dime, walk into the office, probably tear the finance guy a new b*** hole based on the fact that he comes out into the warehouse, Removes his glasses and wipes his eyes. A grown man. Why, because when I say something and look you in the eye, the rooms of my voice and they eye contact, my brows say “hey… I f****** mean business” and based on the way that I carry myself, people know it. F*** I have explored on big guys who could literally Rio me in half if they got their hands on me, this guy pisses me off, I blow a gasket, that guy is afraid of me. BUT at the same time, that’s just if you piss me off, especially intentionally especially if you are wrong and on the other side of the coin I have people, I am probably the only one in that place who literally has fans. Women, even non women, just people writing in there that they only want me going there. I get requests.
Certain people from my past who never knew me even when they knew me would think I am an introvert, I’m a quiet librarian. Which is laughable in 2021. That’s ridiculous. And it’s one of the many reasons these people are in the past. They don’t a d never did get me