I admire her for how strong and intelligent and competent she is and how easily she manages that huge team of arrogant young pricks and does things that even I with more than decades of experience and expertise would never be able to do. Nothing can stop her from getting what she wants to get to. Always admired her but never told her fearing she might find me a creepy or gross old dude due to our somewhat noticeable age gap. I already feel guilty about it since I’m expected to see her as a younger colleague in an extremely competitive professional settings but all I could think about during her conference was how insanely lucky the guy or gal who will end up kissing her and having romantic moments and closeness with her in a lovey dovey way is with her standing there with her confident smile and capturing the entire hall’s focus like the boss she is. That b****** that will end up with her will probably be on cloud nine from seeing he or she is with this goddess of everything that is excellent. What I would secretly do to be in that guy or gal’s shoes.