I have been hiding the fact for over 10 years now that I like men in a s***** way. I have always tried to live my life thru gods eyes by marrying and trying to love a woman. More and more each day I feel myself slipping from feelings from a woman to a man more. I just don’t know what to think. If it’s sin for a male to be with another male, then why do I have these feelings? I didn’t ask for him. Does God have a plan for me?