nobody will miss me if I died. i got rejected by my date. i got a small d*** and have no clue how to use it to make the girl c** so i have no hope for getting any dates. im rejected by all the schools i applied to. got laid off from work. my parents hate me because up until just recently a day wouldn’t go by without someone going to our door and complaining about me being a braindead menace. i had only one friend all my life and he too broke with me cause i tried to sleep with his girlfriend and intentionally gave me bad fashion tips to try to get myself to look better when we were together. i was in a group of guys online who were basically hate speeching women because they were all old virgins and could’nt get laid and i tried to hide it initially but seriously couldn’t go on and pretend like i was taking them seriously or looking at them like friends cause they were all whackhead autistic retarded ugly crazy dudes that deserved to die even more than i ever did and eventually told them to go to hell and told them how disgusting they all were and how much i hated all of them because they were all mental cases missing their pills and straitjackets. i was in a gun group too and all that was was also crazy dumbass men that were trying to make up for their small dicks with shooting guns left and right for no reason and i told them too to go to hell cause they were all just pathetic ugly fat men with illusions of selfimportance. i literally matter to nobody. i can die right now and nobody will probably even notice not even my roommates who also said it many times that i’m a failure to them too. i tried killing myself once and ended up verbally saying really bad things to the only person who mistakenly thought i deserved to be saved and basically bullied that person too to the point where they were hurt and told me to go kill myself cause that’s what i deserved. i hate my face too and the thick beard i get on it daily just makes me look way uglier and filthier too. i’m done. second time’s a charm. i’ll make it a success.
