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I hate when I think about you. I hate feeling sympathetic towards you when I should hate you for how you treated me. You didnt love me, you used me. After you lovebombed me, and I came back, it didn’t take long at all for you to start devaluing me again.

How could you treat me like that? Like I had no value to you? I’m not a prostitute. If that’s what you wanted, maybe you should’ve went out and got one, and left me alone. Why didnt you just stay away, and let me move on? I hate you for using me.

You seemed so genuine that day when we were alone for so long. You said you would’ve married me, and had a house full of kids. Why did you lie like that to me? Was it because Wendy wouldn’t open her legs? Or maybe things fell though with another woman you were using behind closed doors? Why’d you say you only married Wendy because you were lonely? Are you still lonely, now?

I bet you’re eating her a** up. You better, she’ll drain your a** dry! That’s why she married you, and everybody knows it. I didnt give a damn about whatever the hell you had. You know that, too. Ive got my own s***, and I dont marry for money like your wife does. You better make sure her a** is happy with whatever she needs to impress her pals with! You know she’ll get on that a** if you don’t!

I hate myself for ever even f****** talking to you. Screwing around with you nearly ruined my f****** life. And for nothing….it’s not like your d*** got hard, or was big. Damn, no wonder Wendy didn’t want to f*** you. I couldn’t feel anything, either. I just cared about you, nothing more. You have no clue how much I have went through. I deserved my s***. You need to be honest and tell Wendy you fucked around with her daughter, and the others, too. Jenny, especially.

I hate you. I hope you go through an unimaginable hell, just like I did. I hope the rest of your life is spent licking the a** of your wife, and not her daughter….and you know what you said about Allison……she is your favorite.

You’d never be able to forget about how firm her a** was in your hands while you were f******** her….before or in between her sucking your d***. How you took off her bra and p******, and held her down. Yeah, you know what the f*** you told me on October 17th. You said the s***, and it made me feel horrible for your wife. You even asked me if I thought less of you after you told me. F*** yes I did, and still do. You are a sick f***. You know what the hell you said to me. You better tell her before someone else does.

New Confession

A Truth feels weird to me since I’ve been a compulsive liar most of my life, I will teel the truth as I know it. My father is a Baptist pastor and mom’s family were missionaries. dad gave me and my older sister horsey rides on his knee, his knee bouncing on my cl1t felt so good I asked for rides and pulled his hands to my chest for n1pple stimulation. Tucking me in bed at night he would kiss me on the lips while rubbing m cl1t and s*** my n1pples each a few seconds. My sister across the room would get the same but it lasted way longer. One night I woke up and heard my sister moaning, the moon shining through the window I could see she was on top of Dad moving around. I asked them what they were doing, dad said come over and see. It was the first time he put his little finger in side me while I watched and felt his c0ck going in and out of my 11 year old sister. My sister got mean with me after Dad let me rub my cl1t on his c0ck before he went to her bed but Dad made her stop being jealous by letting me l1ck her cl1t while his c0ck was inside of her. When Sis was pregnant they told me never to say anything about what we did at night and to lie to mom when she asked questions. We rehearsed questions and answers from the time I was 8. he told me he loved me the most and on my 9th birthday he let me put his c0ck inside me a little ways filling me with his c()m. It hurt but he sensations were epic I wanted more. Sis got a boyfriend the next year so I had Dad all to myself, I’m thin so I did get my periods as soon as Sis so I had my first baby a month before I turned 14. The congregation made remarks to us because Dad asked us to have s3x with boys at church to give him someone to blame for our pregnancies. My sisters boyfriend, an alderman’s son, had already graduated high school so I did it with his brother who had an old Chevy car. I swore to Dad I loved him more but I really liked being pregnant and having s3x with both of them. After my baby was born mom put it up for adoption to a church member as my sisters was taking so much of her time. I’ve watched my only daughter grow up and become a Nurse, marry and have two daughters of her own but only say hi or how are you doing to her, she doesn’t know she’s adopted. I’m 62 now, I’ve never told the whole truth to anyone till now.

Related Confessions

A Truth feels weird to me since I’ve been a compulsive liar most of my life, I will teel the truth as I know it. My father is a Baptist pastor and mom’s family were missionaries. dad gave me and my older sister horsey rides on his knee, his knee bouncing on my cl1t felt so good I asked for rides and pulled his hands to my chest for n1pple stimulation. Tucking me in bed at night he would kiss me on the lips while rubbing m cl1t and s*** my n1pples each a few seconds. My sister across the room would get the same but it lasted way longer. One night I woke up and heard my sister moaning, the moon shining through the window I could see she was on top of Dad moving around. I asked them what they were doing, dad said come over and see. It was the first time he put his little finger in side me while I watched and felt his c0ck going in and out of my 11 year old sister. My sister got mean with me after Dad let me rub my cl1t on his c0ck before he went to her bed but Dad made her stop being jealous by letting me l1ck her cl1t while his c0ck was inside of her. When Sis was pregnant they told me never to say anything about what we did at night and to lie to mom when she asked questions. We rehearsed questions and answers from the time I was 8. he told me he loved me the most and on my 9th birthday he let me put his c0ck inside me a little ways filling me with his c()m. It hurt but he sensations were epic I wanted more. Sis got a boyfriend the next year so I had Dad all to myself, I’m thin so I did get my periods as soon as Sis so I had my first baby a month before I turned 14. The congregation made remarks to us because Dad asked us to have s3x with boys at church to give him someone to blame for our pregnancies. My sisters boyfriend, an alderman’s son, had already graduated high school so I did it with his brother who had an old Chevy car. I swore to Dad I loved him more but I really liked being pregnant and having s3x with both of them. After my baby was born mom put it up for adoption to a church member as my sisters was taking so much of her time. I’ve watched my only daughter grow up and become a Nurse, marry and have two daughters of her own but only say hi or how are you doing to her, she doesn’t know she’s adopted. I’m 62 now, I’ve never told the whole truth to anyone till now.