I’m a s***** person. I waiting too long and now the boy I’ve been in love with for about five years is in love with someone else. He tried so hard for me to give him a chance but I just kept shooting him down and I don’t know why! I feel terrible for the way I treated him. I seriously don’t know what I’ll do if he marries her because I haven’t seen my future in a way that doesn’t include him being a part of it. I want things to be the way they used to be, but I know I’m just being selfish.