And as for you, you were the only girl ever I was willing to throw it all away for, you and I were destined for something more, something bigger, something greater, but you shut it out for whatever reason. You are now 41, still living like a teenager, and most likely will be alone the rest of your days. I’m sure it’s some kind of defense mechanism you use to avoid getting heartbroken, but it’s pretty f****** stupid of you. The circumstances surrounding our trysts weren’t exactly great, but seeing how you’ve done with other people I know it isn’t just me. I’d tell you to grow up but it’s already too late…..