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i hate the feeling of guilt that i have whenever i try to think of leaving home. and i hate it even more that i get all excited and happy just thinking about it. my family were never physical with me. but every people in this household drains me emotionally. bits and bits of memories started flooding back about how i was locked inside the house alone sobbing while my mom was just out the door because she thought i was annoying. i was probably four at the time. i tried so hard to forget about it and it remained in the back of my head until this one time that it suddenly sparked again and i remembered everything. i don’t think i need immediate help but i definitely won’t be staying here, or maybe anywhere else, for long. i’m glad i could use this website to share this

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