Ive been in love with one of my close friends for months. It’s so hard seeing and speaking to her everyday cus i’m like “f*** i’m absolutely infatuated with you” but i can’t tell her. Everyday we tell each other how we’re “in love” and that we’re gonna get married but i know this feeling is only one sided, just seeing her being affectionate with her other friends makes me jealous when i know it shouldn’t. She always jokes about how she wants a girlfriend so badly and it’s like i’m right here!!!!! give me a chance!!!! but usually with these one sided crushes i’m able to get over them quickly but i just can’t with her, i literally want to get over it so i don’t get my own feelings hurt when she does eventually get a partner who’s not me but i can’t and it’s absolutely shameful.
