Ex sister in law and I had a lazy day of it. Spent most of the middle part of the day binging movies with her head in my lap. When she began to doze off i suggested we go cuddle in bed. Great thing about being financially well off, I can spend all the time i want with her despite how long term toxic it is for me to be so helplessly in love with her and it going unrequited. At some point during the nap she stirred in my arms and woke me up. That is usually the response to her realizing I am erect in my underwear because she can feel it against the small of her back as I spoon and hold her from behind. Except this time as I woke I became acutely aware of being pressed against her a**. She laughed and asked “you all right back there?” I shifted ny hips back from her quickly and apologized. She laughed again and told me that I had been dry h****** her gently as I dozed and that she was just going to let me keep doing it until she felt the wetness on the small of her back because I had soaked a huge spot on my underwear with precum. S***, I apologized again but she was still laughing. She took my hand in hers and said “how about we have you stop grabbing my t**?” She moved my hand down to her midriff…bare and tantalizing but now I was jumping off the bed and apologizing and feeling totally lame. She told me to lay back down but this time she spooned me with her arm around my waist, and she giggled that the s** doll better get here soon before I go crazy and r*** her in my sleep. It was impossible to get to sleep as aroused as I was but she held me close and talked softly to me and said she wanted to talk to be about a safe solution to the problem.