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I’m marrying my fiancé mostly for his money. I’ve lived my whole life in a family that struggles to make ends meet. Then my second year in college I met him. We became fast friends and started dating shortly thereafter. It was about one year later when I learned he came from a VERY well off family(a combination of old money, real estate investments, and stock market ventures). My priorities in dating him immediately changed after that. I still adore him and we practically act like a married couple already, but internally I know I’ve aimed strictly for him because he has wealth. I know I’ll fall in love with him during our actual marriage, but I still feel guilty. I’m still pursuing my own career as a veterinarian so it isn’t like I’m going to sit around and just spend his wealth. It’s even worse though because I’m a Christian who isn’t supposed to value worldly things, but honestly I’m just tired of being stressed about money all the time.

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I was groggy tired asleep an slowly coming back to the world as I’m opening my eyes I’m staring directly at a crowd of about 14 preteen kids boys and girls between 10-14 years old opened wide eyed in awe mouth opened gasping as I’m awaking and realizing they are staring at me giggling and laughing at my naked body strapped to a chair legs and arms stretched out spread eagled. I was chloroformed knocked out kidnapped and brought to this basement facility stripped down and posted for exhibition for display non stop all day long. There were times the bully would come by grab a pointer start to poke me all over randomly verbally abusing me shaming me degrading me, proving he had the power to control whatever happened to me. Made me feel self worthless as if I were nothing but a mascot present for the kids to learn about the human body and the male productive system. Those kids were mind controlled to find the humor in all the debasing I was experiencing. They were trained to enjoy swallowing my pride and seeing me as a worthless human being, they would make suggestions randomly to the man to do to me, and laugh about it. I was never ever so humiliated and scared in my life. I thought I would ever get out. I was humbled by the experience to that I no longer pick on people or talk down to them. I’ve learned that no matter how tough you think you are you really don’t know how much of. A coward you are until you’re put in a situation where you have absolute no say so but do as told. You’re not even close to imagining you’re unbeatable. Lesson learned, those kids taught me the hard way, they even made me believe they were right that. I. Was a p*** looking. For them to pleasure myself and this was my punishment for that negative thinking. It took one little girl making my d*** get so hard for so long it started. Hurting as it pulsated and I exploded with the longest e********** ever. Atop the humiliation that the other kids were laughing at me through the whole ordeal.
After getting an a** whooping naked in front of the kids and realizing the whole thing was recorded I was returned and released send with a flat warning of disclosure. This is a confession not a disclosure. I’ve learned my lesson.

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