I act manly in the usual sense. I have a beard, broad shoulders, I dress and act manly, and enjoy things like sports and gaming. I don’t feel like this is an act or ‘not true to myself’, but still I really wish I were a woman. I sometimes even secretly wear p****** under my clothes. At the same time I don’t feel like going through the hassle of s** reassignment. Also I’m afraid that if I tell my friends, I can never change my mind, and they’ll never see me as anything else. This might be nonsensical, as two of my friends are trans. I feel like I’m going crazy