Gaslighting? I went completely insane last night because you or a catfish or whatever had convinced me you secretly loved me and wanted to be with me. You refuse to talk to me and watch me have these misunderstands and full on delusions and just watch and laugh without trying to help me. That’s gaslighting you stupid w****. You have no idea how close to violence I’m coming because we only communicate with statuses and anonymous posts. You have no idea how close I came to driving over to your place last night. I thought ma had finally betrayed me so I got my shoes on and grabbed my Louisville slugger, aerosol can to use as a flamethrower, and my bear mace. The only reason I didn’t leave before things de-escalated is I couldn’t find my gps. I was screaming at her and I told her that if she ever narced me out, that your blood will be on her hands.
I told her death was better than the nuthouse or jail. I thought My life was over so my first instinct was to take it out on you two. I swear to God if I ever run into you at the state park I’ll go f****** a******. See you soon. Count your lucky stars you’re both unharmed today.