One risk of the former sister in law trustworthy comfortable prostitution thing…since this site sometimes seems to trim postings I left this off…the visits have never been a get naked get off get out thing. The “appointments” don’t punch a clock. Yes we spend the vast majority of the time naked and playing with each other’s bodies but of course there are meals and showers in between sometimes multiple rounds. And while it has never been discussed, and I do not lose sight of the fact that this is about the money for her…there is down time with non s***** talking. I had never paid for any kind of s** until her and it prompted me to consider going to an e*****. But without romantic feelings for her, I have actually been “faithful” to her. Have even not bothered jerking off in between her visits. Prefer to wait for the visits. So far the s** has been fairly straightforward but is slowly expanding and exploring into new areas. I actually once suggested a dinner date before one of the highly paid overnights and she smiled but said nothing, we went back to f******, and in the next down time she actually suggested we take a short trip sometime. I realize she may see it as an easy way to get a large payoff by using her body to do what she clearly does effortlessly and well. I have slipped up twice. Once told her in the afterglow that she was by far the best lover I had ever experienced (really wish I had mot said “lover” was kicking myself for days), and in the moment have helplessly uttered how incredible she is at this. Once during missionary she pulled me down tightly and had her arms and legs around me and had my face in her neck and purred in my ear to give it to her, to c** in her and for her, called me “baby”, and I thought I would black out from c****** so hard and long. She kept herself wrapped around me and stroked my back and shoulders as I wound down. I am having to trwad carefully in my head because I have realized I have poured a substantial amount of money into this…thousands of dollars….and I cannot seem to get enough of her s*******. Am being wary because I cannot forget that this is about the money for her but I am starting to feel s******* obsessed over her, and I am painfully aware of how women have used s** to manipulate me in the past. Her sister, my ex wife, did it to me for years, and I have no doubt they have the same manipualtive talent.