We all have secrets. We all have burdens, things that we’d never share publicly; likely things that we’d never dare to tell our own friends or even family. It’s the human condition. For Kenneth Pinyan or “Mr. Hands” to the layperson, it was the desire to get anally fucked by an Arabian Stallion. And dammit he did it, but he paid a tremendous price: a torn a******, a shattered sigmoid colon, and near instant death.

That’s the story of life man