when I’m in Junior High School I had a boyfriend in Senior High School, firstly I don’t understand meaning of boyfriend, I just thought it’s like having a close friend, but one day he touch my g*******, I was feel scared and didn’t understand what’s happening at that time, I rushed to the toilet to normalize my heart beat, and then when I went out from toilet He started to touch me again, but I didn’t feel comfortable, so I just push his hand, fortunately my friends comes and ask me to go out, I feel relieved at that time. Not long ago, he broke up with me, other friend said that she and he already have a kissing.

On university, I had another boyfriend and he said he already enjoy my body without my notice to his friend, it’s really hurt when I broke up with him and I know he become in relationship with my bestfriend, that she is no longer my bestfriend now because she lie to me, she asked about my feeling towards my ex boyfriend just to make her closer to him, again it’s hurt.

Now, in my 25 I understand what going on in my Junior High School was wrong, being in relationship doesn’t mean let your boyfriend touch your body, and from University experience I aware that you really need to protect yourself and make a distance about hug and holding hands, better if they want intimacy wait until married, so they can’t talk about yourself to their friends.

I don’t have a courage to tell anyone what’s happened to me on Junior High School, and I don’t search what’s going on, but now I am 25 and already understand s** education from minor age is a must.