I was overzealous, selfish disrespectful faithless hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving immature irresponsible procrastinating ungodly lustful flirtatious manipulative unprofessional I lied had worldly sorrow resentment I complained was insensitive embarrassed felt pathetic goofy awkward self rightous unmerciful and I had a martyr like attitude