I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient arrogant complaining lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving lustful flirtatious had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others was faithless anxious worried paranoid argumentative defensive immature irresponsible ungodly procrastinating unprofessional I lied was self rightous and I had a martyr like attitude