The difference between me and you, little fae, is that you put everything you have into fighting your demons, I decided to let mine take the wheel, to embrace them and let them rule my life. I accept that I’ve become a monster, and if anything, I’ve started to enjoy it. Without repressing my negative emotions, I can carefully place where to aim my malice, so that the rest of my life is peaceful and free of strife. The alternative is being an unpredictable explosive mothefucker who can’t control his anger outbursts, Id rather hurt you and other people than any of my loved ones. Plus I’m lazy, its easier to do this than climb the mountain from the bottom to fix myself. Let someone else try to fix me if they want, it’s the world’s problem, not mine.