6 years ago seems like yesterday to me. I have no concept of the passage of time. So much time wasted obsessing over some mediocre p****. It’s weird what emotions do to you. The last time I was whole was before I met you, so I blame you for everything wrong in my life. I’m helpless, it makes me feel powerful to hurt you. My mind knows you did nothing wrong, but my heart blames you for merely existing. I will kill you one day, I can’t pull myself out of this hole, only a woman can break this spell.