I’ve been committed for almost 4 years but today I’ve been rocked in just one day.

I come into work today expecting a boring, mundane day only to instead fine a devilish surprise.

I seen an instantly attractive, 24 year old girl who has black and blonde hair. I immediately find myself approaching to figure the situation out.

I find that I am to train this girl all day and found myself learning about her. I find out she has kids which automatically blows me away because since I was 14 (now 28) I’ve wanted a daughter and I’m sure I cannot have kids same with my gf and even since then I’ve had the name picked out.

I ended up finding myself getting more hours just to train this girl.

I’m not kidding! She dressed pretty typical. But the yoga pants she wore and basic top seemed like fireworks in my mind.

Even after work ended I couldn’t stop thinking about her. She seemed like everything. Guilt gutted me like game when I constantly reminded myself I am committed for around 4 years.

I am so confused knowing this girl rocked my world in 1 day and scared of who I really am.