It’s not that I don’t love my husband because clearly I do. It’s that when I lay my head on him and get no response. It’s when I lean in for a hug and he doesn’t return anything. It when I look to him for comfort and he doesn’t acknowledge the sadness in my eyes. I so tired of never being enough. Why is affection too much to ask for? All I ever ask for is love and time. One day I will have someone who wants me 100% and I hope he remembers all the times I begged him to love me. I hope he knows how hard I tried to stay. I hope one day I am enough. -A