I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient disrespectful I passed judgement against others had violent thoughts worldly sorrow resentment I complained was insensitive unloving unforgiving unmerciful flirtatious decietful I lied was faithless immature irresponsible ungodly lazy unprofessional afraid anxious worried paranoid embarrassed forgetful I felt pathetic goofy awkward and like I was trying to be someone I’m not and I had a martyr like attitude