So two parts to my weird. Part one is I have an inaane libido but quit m*********** a long time ago. Have been very successful s******* but tbh I find it is never worth the personal drain it takes to find a compatible s** partner (and trust me I do not have a high bar/impossible standards at all). I discovered that if I do genital pumping the sensations and visual effect are fascinating but not arousing or s*****. Actually keeps my libido at bay/soundly asleep. So I do the regular pumping to avoid s***** desires and it works very well. Weird part 2: since i push the pumping pretty hard i frequently end up with a big flare because of foreskin right behind the head. So periodically with the stretching and new skin growth there will be flakes of moist skin. And I lovingly peel them off and consume them. So I am slowly cannibalizing my own c***.