i od’d a few days ago. but no one knows that. my dad sent me into a panic attack over a stain on the carpet. i was trying to use my coping strategies and he said “I cant even look at you right now” and then left the house. he said so many worse things but that was my breaking point. he forgot to lock the door and my heart meds in the safe. i couldn’t stop myself. i passed out and everyone thinks it was just my condition acting up. i’ve been getting weird chest pains now. i’m just a kid. i hate myself for doing this and i sort of wish i had taken more. anyway. i guess i just wanted to tell someone and maybe get replies idk how this works. i hope you have a good day <3