Wish I had the guts to say goodbye to my boyfriend..and date someone nearer to my home …but …I think he is lonely and so am I . There is no passion ..no fire …just a dull platonic relationship….I wish I had a kiss from someone respectful and mannerly …but truly wanting to get close to me . I just wanted to feel good about myself ! I’m accomplishing dreams I only could dream of . It’s soo special to make something from nothing ..a miracle in the making