To: Nothing was said about it all that day. I could see that he had an erection every time he came to the kitchen or the living room.
Me: You are a single mother and you don’t have a male companion and your son uses you for his s***** needs. You have crossed a boundary that would penalize you heavily, if they ever found out what you did to him, as well as losing him forever.
You might as well go on the pill and introduce him to s**, at your own pace and have him f*** you on a regular basis – you can only be hung once, why be hung for a sheep, when you can be hung for an elephant and think of all of the s***** pleasures you will get out of it, for yourself and from a young man with a s***** capability second to none.
As part of the process, you should mention that if he tells anyone, there won’t be any further s***** contact from him, or with him, with you, ever again, which will be motivation for him to keep his mouth shut.
At days end, you probably won’t ever need male company again and he probably won’t want to move on to someone else, so win/win, you have company and someone to look after you as you get older and less able to look after yourself and think about the e***** side of things – men do it with their female children, so what you might do is not that much different – if the emotional feelings are there between both of you, as they appear to be.