I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient selfish disrespectful complaining had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others was faithless decietful lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving lustful flirtatious and I had a martyr like attitude violent thoughts I lied used profanity was anxious afraid faithless decietful worried and I was immature irresponsible and unprofessional