I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical prideful boastful selfish ungodly lustful flirtatious gossipping impatient had worldly sorrow passed judgement against others was faithless embarrassed felt pathetic awkward was irresponsible ungodly immature unprofessional afraid anxious worried paranoid argumentative defensive I lied had resentment I was lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving lustful flirtatious and I had a martyr like attitude