I love you, MWC. Even after all this time, even though I’m with him. It’s you that my mind always wanders back to, I can’t shake this.

I couldn’t believe it when you said you felt the same about our connection, how unique it is. I thought for sure I was going crazy but when you said that, I think it changed me. It made me believe in something bigger than us. I don’t know what the purpose of us is, but I know that you’ve always felt like home to me.

I still wonder what you were hiding from me that night. Why would you try so hard to stop me from seeing it if you weren’t writing about me? I also loved that look you gave me, as if you were hoping I knew what you were thinking.

Maybe one day it will work out, but for my own sanity I can’t chase you anymore.