I suddenly started having feelings for my friend Chase who lives in Vancouver, WA. It’s too bad I live states away. I’ve been m*********** to him since August of last year, which is something I’ve never done before. What’s sad is that we don’t even talk, except for the occasional likes/comments on Facebook, so why am I feeling like this? He’s everything I want in a man, and goddamn is he f****** gorgeous! I know he’ll never read this but thought I’d let it out anyway.