you know those perfectly made up girls who keep themselves nice and pretty, keep their homes looking cute, have a planner that keeps their life so organized and running smoothly? that’s me. the girl who everyone says is sooo pretty. yes i make everyone around me happy and smile at anyone who crosses my path, no matter who they are. this life is so temporary, there is nothing wrong with bringing joy to everyone that you can. after a lifetime of attracting equally nice people that bend over backwards to make my life easier, is it no wonder that i only want a brash disgusting man who spits on my floors, does what he wants, and makes me do anything, no matter how out of character it is to me. it’s refreshing not to be treated like a China doll for once in my G******* life. . so really is there anything wrong with that?