My first sexual experiences were with my cousin, and I mean all of them. We are 10 months apart in age, she is younger, and everything was initialized by

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My first s***** experiences were with my cousin, and I mean all of them. We are 10 months apart in age, she is younger, and everything was initialized by her when we were 7 & 8. Our parents were young, my mother a single mom, and her mom still in school. It was the early 90’s and both our moms went to the local university for their perspective degrees and babysitting was a constant juggle. We often times were left with elderly grandparents who didn’t pay a ton of attention. Her maternal grandfather watched her regularly and had a stack of hustlers next to the toilet, she was an avid reader by 7… Whenever the inevitable grandparents nap would occur when our shared grandmother was watching, she wanted to try all the things she saw in the magazines, and we did. We both enjoyed oral, but very much liked i**********, this went on for years, everytime we saw one and another we had s**. Sometimes upwards of 3 times a week, and we tried different positions, by the time we hit 9/10 we even tried a*** by this time we called each other our lover, we started to understand what we were doing, knew it was wrong and never wanted to stop. She spent the night regularly when we were out of school and we slept in the same bed, even bathed together. When one of us would wake up in the middle of the night we would wake up the other and have s**. We felt grown up when we explored each other’s bodies and I still get aroused today thinking of the passion we had for one and another. We even talked about cheating on our spouses together when we grew up, thats s******* aware we were, experiencing dirty talk and pillow talk so young. That about brings us to the mid 90’s when everything changed. Her mom had finished getting her teaching degree and they moved to a town on the border of our state 4 hours away. We didnt see eachother as often, I only saw her when my grandmother drove out to visit them on school breaks, and I ALWAYS tagged along. When we would be reunited, it was always like starved lovers, we would go for a walk, find a private place and get right to it. Their house had an addition, thats where I slept, very easily accessible for middle of the night romps, whomever woke up first would tiptoe to the other. We used the floor to keep quiet, to this day I cant have s** on the floor without pretending/wishing it was her. That was a good summer together, when we were 11/12, constant exploration, every moment we could steal away I spent inside her. She came down that xmas break and wanted to try something she saw, my first experience with cowgirl, my favorite position. Whenever we were left home alone (finally that age when parents start looking away more and giving responsibility) we were like rabbits, honestly we’re lucky she didn’t get pregnant. Wasn’t until the next year 12/13 when we started using condoms that I stole from my parents. I remember playing dumb when my dad found the wrapper of one in the hay, terrified we would be found out and the party would come to an end, though sadly it did when she turned 14 and started highschool, it wasnt anything she wanted to do anymore, and I was devastated, s******* frustrated, and far too advanced for a kid my age. So I started looking, and wow did I find it easy to get when I was 15. I had a hard time finding girls my age interested in s**, so I used the call in chat lines, where lonely people used to hookup before the internet. I didnt care so much what they looked like, and in my state 15 gets you a drivers license. I filled any female hole that would have me, until I had a particularly bad week, and a feminine voice on a passible transgendered native beauty opened the door, and I had my first new s***** experience. I made up a friend who’s house I was staying at over the weekend so I could spend all night with her. And then she finished school and moved back to the Navajo Nation, reopening the wound created by the rejection from my cousin. By this time I had a job and heard about women on a particular street doing things for money.. I hired my first h*****. Then another, then found myself a few regulars. That sustained me until 9/11 when I enlisted. Did the normal thing and got married, had a normal military life, deployed came back got out got divorced and then discovered craigslist. Here I could find plenty of trans natives to play with, and I did. I had a few who would hit me up when they came to town, and one who rode me whenever her and the husband got into a fight. All of this just went on until the craigslist party stopped and I found myself a legit s** addicted w**** on tinder, married her, and live out all our weird and twisted fantasies. Since she kinda looks like my cousin, its really easy to imagine she is, making my fantasy kind of a reality. Im still an extreme s***** pervert, who gets turned on by weird things. I never pass up a thin transsexual native who wants to take a ride, still pick up the occasional h***** for a quick half and half but other than that I live a normal happy life.

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After my father passed away me and my mother started to have s** together. I didn’t know if she knew that me and my father had s** together. My dad and me played around nothing to serious. My father and I would get naked together and we both sucked on one another and make each c**. There was a couple of times that my dad penetrated me. He did c** inside me and there was nothing like it. I returned the favor a couple of times and that felt so good c****** inside my dad. I know he liked it when I came inside him. The times that I did I would just stay inside him till I would get small and that would make him feel good about letting me inside him. We would look at one another and I would kiss him like I never have before. It was almost like making out with my dad. No one ever saw us having s** together and I never told anyone. One day I ask my mother if she would like to watch me having s** with another guy. She said that she never knew I had s** with other men. I said that me and dad had s** a few times and it was good for the bith of us. She asked me what we did. I told her we mostly sucked on one another but there was a couple of times that we penetrated one another. She looked at me like she never had before. You mean that your dad had s** with you and told her yes I did. She said she would like to watch me and another guy. So I called a friend to come over and I told him that my mother wanted to watch us. We both got undressed and I had my mother come in my room and she watched us s*** and f*** one another. She asked questions about how it felt to us being penetrated by by the the other guy. After me and my friend were done I asked if my mother want both of us inside her. She said that it did my her h**** watching us. We both took our turn with my mother. We both came inside her and it was nice to watch my friend c** inside her. She had a good time with bith of us and I know that she would like to do it again. So I would set it up with two of us would have s** with her. We did it offen. Having a three way with her.

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