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My Aunt and uncle owned a farm.They lived not far from us.She was my Dads Sister.They alwaays gave us a beef in the fall to butcher.When I was 13 my uncle passed away my Aunt was my Dads Sister.They were in their mid 40s. It was decided I go live with my Aunt to help out on the farm in the summer and in the evenings after school. One day about 6 months after I moved inwe turmed the bull in to breed one of the cows.My aunt and I were watching as he mounted her and stuffed her with his 2 ft c***. Aftter he got off of her my aunt started laughing and said why is your face red.She said everytthing dose that even people.IO said I know. That night I showered and went down to watch tv and my aunt was there in a short nity. I had never seen her wear anything like that and I could see most of her t*** and started getting hard. I tried to hide it but she noticed and laughed and I was so imbarresed .She said mabe I shouldnt dress like this in fron of a h**** teenager and smiled. I finally went to bed and jacked off 3 or 4 times that night between the bull and the nity. Every night was somewaht the same and than one nite she came down from her shower in the nity and set down on the couch and said can I rest my head on your lap and I said sure.She stretchedd out on the couch watching tv with her head in my lap and I could see down the top to her n******. I was getting hard and she felt it and laughed.She said do want to feel them and I just set there she reached up and got my hand and put it down herr top and said rub them. I started rubing the and massaaging them and she said that feels good use bothhandss.She didnt have to tell me twice. After 15 minutes my cocck was throbbing she just turned ofer aand put her face right on my c***. She ran her hand down in my pj and pulled it out and just swallowedd my little c***. In no time I exploded in her mouth.She swallowed and never stopped and I c** in her mouth the second time.She set up and said did you like that and I said hell yes.She said if you ever tell anyone I will deny it and you will bed
in trouble I swore I would never tell. She started giviing me blow jobs almost every night .We started sleeping to geather when I was around 15 and she taught me everythhing about s**.She couldnt get ppregnant so I didnt pull out. I love her to this day for showing me how to please a woman.I am happily married.

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Some of this i learned and processed years after when my mother told me. Even when i was an infant if i was crying or fussy she would fondle my g e n i t a l s to soothe me and take me to breast. Apparently even when she was trying to toilet train as a first reward system she would do it as a reward. When i was no longer bedwetting she had me sleep in her bed. She continued to brrastfeed me for many years, long past puberty. She did so to make me obedient whether it was good grades or chores or general behavior. When school first started it was neurotic so she escalated it. At some point that i remember from around 7 or 8 she would use her mouth as a special treat. She also said she did it because boys are dirty and bad. She said she did it to keep me from shaming or degrading myself. When hair began to grow on my body she kept me shaved because she said ikept me her cute little boy. She did not tell me this until i dreamt it but apparently overnight she would commonly at same general age have me lay on top of her and rub my p e n i s against her between her legs. These things happened commonly until the first time i e j a c ulated when she had her mouth on me. From that event on she would have me enter her and climax every morning and every night at bedtime. To her it was keeping me good and focused and making good grades all the way through college (local, lived with her). It continued until her age made it too difficult to do safely and she eventually had of her in home caretakers serve as her surrogate for higher pay. I still see that caretaker since my mother died and i continue to oay her to visit her several times a week. I have never dated or been with any other women. Mother got me addicted to infantile headspace s** for control and i have no ability to be attracted to or date or have relationship,s** because i am helplessly trapped in that whole messed up mommy mentality.