My first time with a girl. I downloaded this app that basically like Tinder but exclusively for horny lesbians. I initially just wanted to hook up and

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My first time with a girl.

I downloaded this app that basically like Tinder but exclusively for h**** lesbians. I initially just wanted to hook up and experiment to see if my love for lesbian p*** was more than a fascination. I’ve always like kissing girls and I’ve always felt more comfortable kissing girls than guys.

Most of the girls I met were either guys pretending to be girls and girls that were way too experienced for me. But then I stumbled onto one girl who was basically like me – wanted a girl experience, curious and h****. We both had pretty strict parents so we couldn’t do it in the house and plus, they wouldn’t approve.

On chat, our talk was so f****** hot. She kept on talking about how she couldn’t wait to rub her wet p**** on mine. It got me so f****** h****.

She picked me up in her car and we started talking about what we wanted and why we wanted to experiment. I wanted to do the works, eat her out, finger her, scissor etc. When we finally got down to it, I did most of the work and I even made her c**, hard. I took my TIME with her. I was kissing her neck, playing with her b**** and when it came to her p****, I made her f****** squirm, shake and squirt. Her p**** was so wet by the time I got down there. I was the one riding her when we was in scissor. I was f******** her while I ate her out. My fingers were dripping with her c**.

But when it came to me, nothing. Zilch. She came so hard that she needed to take a break and breathe. So we sat at opposite ends at the back seat with our legs wide open, she was panting and I was just there rubbing my c*** waiting for her to eat me out. I was trying to give her hints to be like ‘hey, I wanna c** too’ but it never happened. She didn’t even eat me out. She tried to rub my p**** but it just wasn’t working for me. I tried to guide her through it but, nada. For a girl who always masturbates, it bizarre to me that she couldn’t please me.

After, I felt so empty and I had to finish myself at home but couldn’t cause my p**** dried up. I never became so un-h**** so fast.

My first lesbian experience was f****** horrible and I’m pretty sure now that I’d rather have a guy who knows f*** all to do with a c*** than a girl.

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Deck the halls, hang your heads, and say ur prayers the devil doesnt come tonight, becaude halloween comes tonight

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