Im an empath, an emotional wizard. I don’t collect peoples emotions like they’re ammo to be used against them. I just understand people and what motivates and hurts them. Sure I can hurt people real good with my words and actions as a result, I can crush a sensitive person’s will to live or get a priest to swing at me. But I’m just as good at comforting people at their darkest and motivating people to better themselves. I have no real moral code to guide me besides protecting those who stand besides me. And you ain’t stood besides me in a long time. Even if its my fault we’re enemies, now that we’re enemies I owe you no honor or decency. I don’t care if its fair,I waited patiently for a chance to just talk to you. I spit on your decision to leave me behind like trash. We are both evil, and you know it. If I can’t move on, then neither can you. There needs to be a dark cloud to break up all that sunshine im so bitterly envious of. You might be happy with him, but all of the trauma is taking its toll on you. You look so tired and miserable. The real reason I aim for your heart without a shred of conscience: i get emotional, I start dissoxiating, I get angry at my grief, and so to externalities my pain, I no longer view you as human. If ill never be able to see you, then its only fitting that ill forever be in your nightmares. If my hatred for you is the only thing keeping me alive, why would I care about your hopes and dreams and feelings.